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I guess this explanation is long over due for those whom have been curious why I've pretty much gone AWOL over 2015. 
 
At the start of 2015 I had some health trouble ( I won't go into detail because I do not wish to disclose too much info, or bore you folks) but it took a knock on effect with my mental health and shook my confidence terribly. The side effects unfortunately made me victim to Anxiety Disorder. And working in the environment I am in currently in is no place for someone to have a sudden case of chronic worrying balancing with a very heavy moral conscience. 
      I prefer to keep my problems to myself hence why I never felt the need to inform many people of this. I deleted countless edits of this journal as I never quite had the courage to explain all this. But there we go. 

 Artisticly this has effected me as I scrapped so many drawings in the past year as I over worry and down right hated some of the material I was producing. This is why any drawings that I did make last year I only shared with close friends. (Annnd have been uploading the odd doodle on the Mii-Verse board but that was about it) 
   It got so bad to the point I was literally shaking when drawing something, so I thought I would need to take a big break from this. But my creativity has suffered also as stories I'm writing have had to take a break also.

But enough of that. I am not going to complain as there are people who have had it worse then me in 2015. I lost a relative, a friend was diagnosed with cancer, and there are people I know with signs of dementia developing. In comparison my problems are small potatoes. The fact is I am getting better now, and although I will probably delete this journal in future I wished to make many of you aware of my ongoings in the meantime.


  I just wish to address a sincere apology for people whom like my drawings, company, opinions. And especially to close allies such as :iconnothyrit: and :iconrogerregorroger: for bearing with me whilst I went through this episode. Here's hoping 2016 will be an ideal year with no problems! One would hope. 

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Clark Kent
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Seras2007 Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
*Hugs 4 you friend!* ^^
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Blits-Rainer Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016
Well all right than.

Though I did invite ask Luke about that earlier and well... been thinking on drawing the cover for my beginning Dissected.
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:iconzody:
ZoDy Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016   General Artist
I'm not sure what that means but no I'm good : ) Thanks for the offer anyway 
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Blits-Rainer Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016
So Zody how would you like to be on one of my own version of a Dissected.
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ZoDy Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2016   General Artist
Hey dude! Lots to explain why I've more or less vanished over 2015. Expect a lengthy journal soon : p  But hope you've been well! I'm always excited to see you pop back on to this site every now and again : ) 
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day-vii Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2015
what have you been up to zody? :B
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Psycho-Shark Featured By Owner May 21, 2015
Aww, sorry to 'hear' that. Yeah, work sucks. :(

Well, tomorrow for sure! :)
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jddishmonart Featured By Owner May 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No Prob ZoDy you've been a great inspiration to me and you also checked out my gallery one time which was nice of you. In short I've a great respect to you as an fellow creator.
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ZoDy Featured By Owner May 20, 2015   General Artist
Not when your working :B
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