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Where has ZoDy been this past year?
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I guess this explanation is long over due for those whom have been curious why I've pretty much gone AWOL over 2015.
At the start of 2015 I had some health trouble ( I won't go into detail because I do not wish to disclose too much info, or bore you folks) but it took a knock on effect with my mental health and shook my confidence terribly. The side effects unfortunately made me victim to Anxiety Disorder. And working in the environment I am in currently in is no place for someone to have a sudden case of chronic worrying balancing with a very heavy moral conscience.
I prefer to keep my problems to myself hence why I never felt the need to inform many people of this. I deleted countless edits of this journal as I never quite had the courage to explain all this. But there we go.
Artisticly this has effected me as I scrapped so many drawings in the past year as I over worry and down right hated some of the material I was producing. This is why any drawings that I did make last year I only shared with close friends. (Annnd have been uploading the odd doodle on the Mii-Verse board but that was about it)
It got so bad to the point I was literally shaking when drawing something, so I thought I would need to take a big break from this. But my creativity has suffered also as stories I'm writing have had to take a break also.
But enough of that. I am not going to complain as there are people who have had it worse then me in 2015. I lost a relative, a friend was diagnosed with cancer, and there are people I know with signs of dementia developing. In comparison my problems are small potatoes. The fact is I am getting better now, and although I will probably delete this journal in future I wished to make many of you aware of my ongoings in the meantime.
I just wish to address a sincere apology for people whom like my drawings, company, opinions. And especially to close allies such as
and 
for bearing with me whilst I went through this episode. Here's hoping 2016 will be an ideal year with no problems! One would hope.
At the start of 2015 I had some health trouble ( I won't go into detail because I do not wish to disclose too much info, or bore you folks) but it took a knock on effect with my mental health and shook my confidence terribly. The side effects unfortunately made me victim to Anxiety Disorder. And working in the environment I am in currently in is no place for someone to have a sudden case of chronic worrying balancing with a very heavy moral conscience.
I prefer to keep my problems to myself hence why I never felt the need to inform many people of this. I deleted countless edits of this journal as I never quite had the courage to explain all this. But there we go.
Artisticly this has effected me as I scrapped so many drawings in the past year as I over worry and down right hated some of the material I was producing. This is why any drawings that I did make last year I only shared with close friends. (Annnd have been uploading the odd doodle on the Mii-Verse board but that was about it)
It got so bad to the point I was literally shaking when drawing something, so I thought I would need to take a big break from this. But my creativity has suffered also as stories I'm writing have had to take a break also.
But enough of that. I am not going to complain as there are people who have had it worse then me in 2015. I lost a relative, a friend was diagnosed with cancer, and there are people I know with signs of dementia developing. In comparison my problems are small potatoes. The fact is I am getting better now, and although I will probably delete this journal in future I wished to make many of you aware of my ongoings in the meantime.
I just wish to address a sincere apology for people whom like my drawings, company, opinions. And especially to close allies such as
and for bearing with me whilst I went through this episode. Here's hoping 2016 will be an ideal year with no problems! One would hope.
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Where has ZoDy been this past year?
3 min read
I guess this explanation is long over due for those whom have been curious why I've pretty much gone AWOL over 2015.
At the start of 2015 I had some health trouble ( I won't go into detail because I do not wish to disclose too much info, or bore you folks) but it took a knock on effect with my mental health and shook my confidence terribly. The side effects unfortunately made me victim to Anxiety Disorder. And working in the environment I am in currently in is no place for someone to have a sudden case of chronic worrying balancing with a very heavy moral conscience.
I prefer to keep my problems to myself hence why I never felt the need to inform many people of this. I deleted countless edits of this journal as I never quite had the courage to explain all this. But there we go.
Artisticly this has effected me as I scrapped so many drawings in the past year as I over worry and down right hated some of the material I was producing. This is why any drawings that I did make last year I only shared with close friends. (Annnd have been uploading the odd doodle on the Mii-Verse board but that was about it)
It got so bad to the point I was literally shaking when drawing something, so I thought I would need to take a big break from this. But my creativity has suffered also as stories I'm writing have had to take a break also.
But enough of that. I am not going to complain as there are people who have had it worse then me in 2015. I lost a relative, a friend was diagnosed with cancer, and there are people I know with signs of dementia developing. In comparison my problems are small potatoes. The fact is I am getting better now, and although I will probably delete this journal in future I wished to make many of you aware of my ongoings in the meantime.
I just wish to address a sincere apology for people whom like my drawings, company, opinions. And especially to close allies such as and for bearing with me whilst I went through this episode. Here's hoping 2016 will be an ideal year with no problems! One would hope.
At the start of 2015 I had some health trouble ( I won't go into detail because I do not wish to disclose too much info, or bore you folks) but it took a knock on effect with my mental health and shook my confidence terribly. The side effects unfortunately made me victim to Anxiety Disorder. And working in the environment I am in currently in is no place for someone to have a sudden case of chronic worrying balancing with a very heavy moral conscience.
I prefer to keep my problems to myself hence why I never felt the need to inform many people of this. I deleted countless edits of this journal as I never quite had the courage to explain all this. But there we go.
Artisticly this has effected me as I scrapped so many drawings in the past year as I over worry and down right hated some of the material I was producing. This is why any drawings that I did make last year I only shared with close friends. (Annnd have been uploading the odd doodle on the Mii-Verse board but that was about it)
It got so bad to the point I was literally shaking when drawing something, so I thought I would need to take a big break from this. But my creativity has suffered also as stories I'm writing have had to take a break also.
But enough of that. I am not going to complain as there are people who have had it worse then me in 2015. I lost a relative, a friend was diagnosed with cancer, and there are people I know with signs of dementia developing. In comparison my problems are small potatoes. The fact is I am getting better now, and although I will probably delete this journal in future I wished to make many of you aware of my ongoings in the meantime.
I just wish to address a sincere apology for people whom like my drawings, company, opinions. And especially to close allies such as
and for bearing with me whilst I went through this episode. Here's hoping 2016 will be an ideal year with no problems! One would hope.
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Thanks So Kindly and Why I'm Quiet
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To all you lovely people who spared the time to type up a quick little birthday message for me I well and truly appreciate them all! Between here and Facebook I must have over a 100 well wishes and I sincerely appreciate it!
And I must offer apologies for my lack for activity in general as of late. And I extend this personal apology to friends I have lost contact with as of late, to be honest I have been very unsure of myself in general, I'm getting to that stage in life where I need to start considering the next step to my relationship, looking at buying a home, finding time for my family and many over grown up things.
With regards to drawings I've been working non-stop on trying to improve my animation skills for a project I was looking forward to working on since December but all my attempts look sloppy making me feel even more shy about posting anything new publicly.
I sincerley do not understand why I've been so distracted but there are some major changes coming into my life, hopefully I can snap out of it and be like my old self but considering throughout most of last year I was inactive and this year I'm getting even more wrapped up in other things I'm gonna be realistic and say it's doubtful. But still doesn't mean I don't watch your guys uploads and admire the creative works around here!
Anyhow thanks again for the well wishes on my brithday, means the world to me : )
And I must offer apologies for my lack for activity in general as of late. And I extend this personal apology to friends I have lost contact with as of late, to be honest I have been very unsure of myself in general, I'm getting to that stage in life where I need to start considering the next step to my relationship, looking at buying a home, finding time for my family and many over grown up things.
With regards to drawings I've been working non-stop on trying to improve my animation skills for a project I was looking forward to working on since December but all my attempts look sloppy making me feel even more shy about posting anything new publicly.
I sincerley do not understand why I've been so distracted but there are some major changes coming into my life, hopefully I can snap out of it and be like my old self but considering throughout most of last year I was inactive and this year I'm getting even more wrapped up in other things I'm gonna be realistic and say it's doubtful. But still doesn't mean I don't watch your guys uploads and admire the creative works around here!
Anyhow thanks again for the well wishes on my brithday, means the world to me : )
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The Most Important Pic on DA
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' Finally gaming's manliest man get's to show his moves againt's Superman '
(possible sneak peek alt ending to BATMANVSUPERMAN )
By the way I'm still alive : B almost had a heart attack after my fave game of all time SUIKODEN 2 has finally be released on the PS network in Europe...
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Viral Infections Suck! + Wii-U
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Though I'm barely active as it is I'm less active then usual as I've been struck down with a viral infection. (For once it's not my laptop infect with a virus) and boy has it been a pain.
I would have recovered about a fortnight ago but my job refused to give me time off even though I'm coughing and heaving in the office making everyone feel uncomfortable : p
Eventually I got the medical evidence to get a little bit of time to re cooperate so I can finally breather properly again but it has frustrated me I've lost the first month of the year due to illness :' ( sigh
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Over Christmas me and my significant other decided to get a Nintendo Wii-U and I must admit, I'm really impressed with it, it pretty much does everything I use my Ps3 for (just Netflix these days) plus more! And having the new Smash Bros is guaranteed I'm gonna be playing it for a good few decades : p (So glad Captain Falcon is top tier stuff in this title!)
plus titles like Wonderful 101 feels like something I would have loved as a kid! Mario Kart, Super Mario 3D World. I'm very impressed with what's on offer.
So if you wanna add me as a buddy my networkd ID is: theZoDy
(be warned I all ready got a doodle banned from the Mii-Verse for sexual content. Apparently Captain Falcon's ass is too sexy for the moderators too handle)
Enjoy the only two doodles I've made on my white board in the past month
I would have recovered about a fortnight ago but my job refused to give me time off even though I'm coughing and heaving in the office making everyone feel uncomfortable : p
Eventually I got the medical evidence to get a little bit of time to re cooperate so I can finally breather properly again but it has frustrated me I've lost the first month of the year due to illness :' ( sigh
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Over Christmas me and my significant other decided to get a Nintendo Wii-U and I must admit, I'm really impressed with it, it pretty much does everything I use my Ps3 for (just Netflix these days) plus more! And having the new Smash Bros is guaranteed I'm gonna be playing it for a good few decades : p (So glad Captain Falcon is top tier stuff in this title!)
plus titles like Wonderful 101 feels like something I would have loved as a kid! Mario Kart, Super Mario 3D World. I'm very impressed with what's on offer.
So if you wanna add me as a buddy my networkd ID is: theZoDy
(be warned I all ready got a doodle banned from the Mii-Verse for sexual content. Apparently Captain Falcon's ass is too sexy for the moderators too handle)
Enjoy the only two doodles I've made on my white board in the past month
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