I guess this explanation is long over due for those whom have been curious why I've pretty much gone AWOL over 2015.
At the start of 2015 I had some health trouble ( I won't go into detail because I do not wish to disclose too much info, or bore you folks) but it took a knock on effect with my mental health and shook my confidence terribly. The side effects unfortunately made me victim to Anxiety Disorder. And working in the environment I am in currently in is no place for someone to have a sudden case of chronic worrying balancing with a very heavy moral conscience.
I prefer to keep my problems to myself hence why I never felt the need to inform many people of this. I deleted countless edits of this journal as I never quite had the courage to explain all this. But there we go.
Artisticly this has effected me as I scrapped so many drawings in the past year as I over worry and down right hated some of the material I was producing. This is why any drawings that I did make last year I only shared with close friends. (Annnd have been uploading the odd doodle on the Mii-Verse board but that was about it)
It got so bad to the point I was literally shaking when drawing something, so I thought I would need to take a big break from this. But my creativity has suffered also as stories I'm writing have had to take a break also.
But enough of that. I am not going to complain as there are people who have had it worse then me in 2015. I lost a relative, a friend was diagnosed with cancer, and there are people I know with signs of dementia developing. In comparison my problems are small potatoes. The fact is I am getting better now, and although I will probably delete this journal in future I wished to make many of you aware of my ongoings in the meantime.
I just wish to address a sincere apology for people whom like my drawings, company, opinions. And especially to close allies such as and for bearing with me whilst I went through this episode. Here's hoping 2016 will be an ideal year with no problems! One would hope.